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(no subject) [Aug. 27th, 2006|11:27 pm]

a radio with guts


it was on the 2nd floor on coronado street

i used to get drunk

and throw the radio through the window

while it was playing, and, of course,

it would break the glass in the window

and the radio would sit there on the roof

still playing

and i'd tell my woman,

"Ah, what a marvelous radio!"

the next morning i'd take the window

off the hinges

and carry it down the street

to the glass man

who would put in another pane.

i kept throwing that radio through the window

each time i got drunk

and it would sit there on the roof

still playing-

a magic radio

a radio with guts,

and each morning i'd take the window

back to the glass man.

i don't remember how it ended exactly

though i do remember

we finally moved out.

there was a woman downstairs who worked in

the garden in her bathing suit,

she really dug with that trowel

and she put her behind up in the air

and i used to sit in the window

and watch the sun shine all over that thing

while the music played.
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2006|12:58 am]
How the Moments Come
 
 
  Strange.
Strange how the moments come;
Those moments upon which one’s world turns.

Some seeming insignificances - pure coincidences:
Chance at its most mercurial
Dealing hands which break the bank or bust,
Or less a case of ‘Lady Luck’
Than life’s ‘Savings & Loans’
Finally coming good for work-weary bones.

All moments could be of the former form
Or just as likely the latter,
Or maybe ‘fate’ or the finger of God
Seeking a dividend on his investment divine.

So where do you and I stand on probability and providence…?

Me? Well, I wouldn’t bet against ‘chance’ –
Let’s face it, it’s an odds-on favourite!
And though the justice the world metes out
Falls far short of fairness for all,
Generally the books seem to balance.

… But fate? .. Fate I can’t fathom.

Maybe I’m too mechanical,
Too straight-laced, too stupid
Or just too plain rational,
But for me fate flies full in the face of free will –
Presumes I’m powerless - my preferences pointless:
So I don’t ‘buy’it.

[Sly thought: if fate existed, it would have to be free –
After all, who would buy fait-accompli? ! ]

Unless, of course, fate really is
Nothing more than holding by chance a ‘Royal Flush’ in hearts, or
Nothing less than deity dealing your cards.

Tony Jolley
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if yuo want to be happy, listen to this song. [May. 27th, 2006|06:42 pm]
Instant Pleasure--Rufus Wainright
I don't want somebody to love me
just give me sex whenever I want it
'cause all I ask for is instant pleasure
instant pleasure, instant pleasure

You in traffic for all eternity
how could that speed be where you wanna be
said don't you really want instant pleasure
instant pleasure, instant pleasure

Think that all these folks get laid
do it 'cause the pain is great
what you thinkin anyway?
If drinkin coffee is your idea of really cool
you can't expect no crazy
chick to notice you just sittin there
dreaming instant pleasure
instant pleasure, instant pleasure
instant pleasure, instant pleasure

If you want someone a friend to be
guess you'll have to win the
lottery but till then repeat after me
I don't want somebody to love me
just give me sex whenever I want it
'cause all I ask for is instant pleasure
instant pleasure, instant pleasure
instant pleasure, instant pleasure
(fading) instant pleasure, instant pleasure
i dont want somebody to love me
i dont want somebody to love me
i dont want somebody to love me
(fading to end)
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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2006|06:34 pm]
I like songs that make me feel like something important is going on when I listen to them.  I want to feel changed after every song I listen to.  I also like to listen to songs that have a certain pertinence to my life.  With this criteria in mind, I give you this song.

Air--Ben Folds

Saw a silhouette across a fluorescent
Floating overhead, undoing his helmet
Through the murky beams and blue-green sea life
I saw him spinnin' towards the moonlight

I pull him in, he wasn't breathin'
His eyes were wide and I saw two of me there
There's an ugly buzz that hovers just above the quiet
Found a way to make it silent

I'm comin' up for air
I'm comin' up for air
I'm comin' up for air

Air
Air

They hold my hand and ask me to pull through
A voice I know says,
"Dear, he probably can't hear you..."

I'm comin' up for air
Comin' up for air
Comin' up for air
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(no subject) [May. 23rd, 2006|05:52 pm]
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2006|08:51 pm]
I'm gonna write you a letter and then you'll know everything about it.

Eyes--Rogue Wave

Missed the last train home,
Birds pass by to tell me that I'm not alone.

Overpushing myself to finish this part,
Handle a lot,
One I thing I miss,
It's in your eyes,
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes

Have you seen this film?
It reminds me of walking through the avenues.

Washing my hands,
Attachment scared,
Land on the Ground,
One thing I miss,
It's in your eyes,
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
In your eyes
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dedicated to current events, and the summer [May. 15th, 2006|08:40 pm]
Holland --Sufjan Stevens

All the time we spent in bed
Counting miles before we set
Fall in love and fall apart
Things will end before they start

Sleeping on Lake Michigan
Factories and marching bands
Lose our clothes in summer time
Lose ourselves to lose our minds
In the summer heat, I might
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2006|03:45 pm]
i repeat my previous statement: Wilco is fucking awesome.

Company in my Back--Wilco

I attack with love, pure bug beauty
I curl my lips and crawl up to you
I attack with love, pure bug beauty
I curl my lips and crawl up to you

And your afternoon
And I've been puking

I move so slow, a steady crushing hand
Holy shit there's a company in my back
I move so slow, a steady crushing hand
Holy shit there's a company in my back

Hide your soft skin, your sorrow is sunshine
Listen to my eyes
Hide your soft skin, your sorrow is sunshine
Listen to my eyes

They are hissing radiator tunes

I move so slow, a steady crushing hand
Holy shit there's a company in my back
I move so slow, a steady crushing hand
Holy shit there's a company in my back

You learn so slow, old radiant beauty
I'll curve my flight
You learn so slow, old radiant beauty
I'll curve my flight

Under your bended knee
And I will always die
I will always die
I will always die
So you can remember me

I move so slow, a steady crushing hand
Holy shit there's a company in my back
I move so slow, a steady crushing hand
Holy shit, there's a company in my back

There's a company in my back
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(no subject) [May. 7th, 2006|12:21 am]
I love this song. Wilco is fucking awesome.

Hummingbird--Wilco

His goal in life was to be an echo
Riding alone, town after town, toll after toll
A fixed bayonet through the great southwest to forget her

She appears in his dreams
But in his car and in his arms
A dream can mean anything
A cheap sunset on a television set can upset her
But he never could

Remember to remember me
Standing still in your past
Floating fast like a hummingbird

His goal in life was to be an echo
Tap the sound of folks around and then back down
Like a feather
But in the deep chrome canyons of the loudest Manhattans
No one could hear him
Or anything

So he slept on a mountain
In a sleeping bag underneath the stars
He would lie awake and count them
And the gray fountain spray of the great Milky Way
Would never let him
Die alone

Remember to remember me
Standing still in your past
Floating fast like a hummingbird

Remember to remember me
Standing still in your past
Floating fast like a hummingbird

A hummingbird
A hummingbird
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2006|10:50 pm]
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